Holidays is here. Le sigh I am getting bored of it. Despite looking forward to it before school term end, I started to zzz when the time came. Just wanna to blink my eye and do ITP too
DAR<3 SWEETIE<3
I LOVE my dar dar ❤ Although it hasn’t been long since I know him but it feel like we have know each other for long. From the very beginning when we are still friends, I really enjoy his company. He is the one that will accompany you without any qualm. I remember back then there were a period where I need moral support, he was the one who encourage and help me. Although it seem little to others but to me it’s more than everything.
Later on as we proceed to a relationship, he was the one who give. And I was the one who take. Circumstances like me not being able to company him but he always understand and hardly complain anything. And when I am involved in my family conflict he will simply lend me a listening ears and his shoulders at time when I am crying. Even though, there are times that I am annoyed by him but it was also the reason why I love him.
I am just grateful that he’s part of my life and me for I know even if this world crash there is still someone holding the sky for me. That’s him, Ronald, the guy whom I love deeply now and ever.
SUPER DUPER BUSY LIFE
I must admit this semester is the most crazy semester ever. Project submission and exam all clash with valentine day and CNY. It’s so not awesome to get that shit but out of the 1 million chance we have kena. But this semester make me work the shit out of myself which I haven really do for the past semester. And the stress level shoot to the maximum when it came to project meeting. Amazingly I am still alive kicking. HAHA stress make people mold into the environment despite none of us want all this.
Another BIG trouble will be ITP. Guess what I got a company and I am still deciding whether to accept the offer. YA I can earn super big bucks and get exposed to the world out there but the place super far. If I am able to survive one month, I guess I am great. JUST SAYING. PERHAPS ITP gonna be best period of poly 🙂 BIG BUCK HANDSOME GUYS GOOD BOSS I AM COMING :DD PLease dont have retards and bitches that affect my ideal ITP
The transition of 2013
2013 is a significant year where my life is gonna have major changes.
Guess the first thing that will be that I am more hardworking than ever. After this term start, I started to mug and hopefully it isn’t too late for any last minute work. This time round I am working for myself and to prove to those who look down on me.
Second thing my boyfriend is enlisting. Guess I will need to be more independent. But luckily he got a pes pending. At least he is going to accompany me longer and I feel glad over it.
AND I AM GOING FOR ITP SOON. $$$$$$ AND EXPERIENCE
Giraffe Love
CUTE
Giraffes at the San Diego Zoo Safari Park, California (Dec. 2012).
What could make this parent and child snuggle more adorable? Notice the heart-shaped spot on the parent’s neck just below the child’s nose. Too cute! And not a result of any photo manipulation.
What I did do to this photo was take a crop of the full photo (shown below), get rid of the green grass as best I could, and apply a “paint brush” filter to turn it into an image reminiscent of a painting.
Here’s the actual image. Still adorable!
This is the original crop (minus the grass). I thought it was too noisy as is. That is why I made the above described adjustments.
Do you have a preference? Any suggestions on how you would have “fixed” the cropped image? Or do you just want to enjoy the love?
Depressing future
It all come on one day where I have to learn to adapt to the harsh reality of life. Although it doesn’t seem as bad as what I thought but the thoughts of it scared me. Then I realize how afraid and unprepared I am to face my bleak future.
First thing was my further studies to university. Facing the hard truth of failing English, I need to start working on my not so high GPA. For this few days, I just tell myself I can’t be lazy till the end of my poly life. But I knew this won’t work forever for me because I have the laziness characteristic all in me. So I decide to put my result slip on my table lest I start to laze around when there is serious work to be done. DEPRESSING SHIT~~
Actually so what if I get into university…. Mean I got to study ENGINEERING. FTS English has been my biggest enemies such that I am limited to those few choices to study in uni. But if I get into NTU, my ideal choice of engineering would be material engineering. But know what I don’t even know what I can do with this degree after I graduate. I am just clueless about my future but I refused to get into EEE because it mean more shit. OK so I did my research on what I can do after graduating. First thing that I saw was to become material analyst. Thought to myself “eh it isn’t that bad afterall because it still a decent job and pay”. Times again, I lost myself to my initial plan. Sudden plan don’t sound that bad.
Another depressing thing that hit me hard would be the enlistment of my boyfriend. With his graduation approaching, it hint me that we are gonna separated soon. Well this 2 years has been enriching with his presence. I need to get independent soon. But I sincerely want to have faith into my relationship because he is like my whole world.
If only I wasn’t born into my own family, I would just cross any boundaries to be with him. If I need to remember only one thing on my past, that would be him. 
I need someone to talk to…
Sound pathetic…
Failing draw me apart from so many people, but I guess this gave me motivation to start working hard for myself for once. Even if I confide to someone, everyone will say why your family like not supportive. But who am I to blame when I am the one not working hard initially. I hate people for looking down on me. With their smearing, I am determined to prove people wrong.
From young, we were just pressurized to do things that we don’t really like. If only, I can learn things of different interest I maybe could have excel in them. Feel useless but I need to swallow all it down because I hate to quarrel and compare all these useless stuff
Disastrous day
Feeling damn horrible after getting shoot in front of whole class when i actually spend time on the assignment. Perhaps my ego is high so i feel damn insulted. But it also teach me a lesson that I need to buck up on my work. But anyway I didn’t score too badly for my PM mst. Feeling awesome much :DDDD
My truly right one
Well I shall dedicated my first post to him since he is someone important in my life. He appear as many roles in my life but ultimately he is the direction of my life simply. Sometimes i wonder if he is not around, perhaps I will live a life different from now. Now he is currently doing his showcase for his FYP. Let hope everything goes well since I was neglected slightly because of that project. LOL just joking because his life can’t be entirely around me and vice versa.
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